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Squid Game Reaction and What We Fear Most | Onyx Family Podcast Ep. 5

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Mirthell: Hi and welcome to the onyx family podcast Halloween edition I remember growing up 

 

Sinead: yeah 

 

Mirthell: my parents it was one of the darkest holidays and it wasn’t just dark because of ghosts and monsters and goblins and death but it was dark because my parents would literally turn off the light literally it would be like everybody goes upstairs to your room it’s dark now turn off the lights don’t let anybody know and I mean when I stop and think about it I can understand I grew up you know very traditional Christian family and so some of these things it was just like you know kind of taboo 

 

Sinead: yeah 

 

Mirthell: but I decided that when we had our family that we were going to do things a little bit different and it’s not like I’m embracing death and darkness because we’re children of the light right I felt like it was more important to meet darkness with light as opposed to meet darkness by turning off the light so we as children of light we’ve embraced every single day of the year all holidays and we just figure out how can we bring light to whatever space that we occupy and that’s what the onyx family is about we’re about bringing light wherever we go so um with that said we just want to share with you some of our Halloween traditions 

 

Rita: Well

 

Shasha: I’m gonna say though I thought that was only in movies where they turn off the light to avoid

 

Mirthell: no like literally like it was like turn off the light because we don’t want them to egg us because you know there was a time period back like in the 80s where if you did not  turn off your light and they thought that you were home but you weren’t answering teenagers would be like egging your home and I didn’t know 

 

Sinead: I didn’t know that was a thing.

 

Shalom: Woah

 

Mirthell: no it was actually a thing 

 

Shalom: did anyone egg your home?

 

Mirthell: no but we’ve seen it being egged or people would like take toilet paper and like toilet paper your trees

 

Shalom: you see 

 

Sinead: it’s movie things I didn’t think that people would actually do that 

 

Shalom: yeah

 

Rita: I feel like in my opinion back in like the probably 70s 80s people were just more adventurous they would just do things right

 

Shalom: but now we have a ring now

 

Rita: the thing is when people did it when the people did it it wasn’t like malicious

 

Mirthell: it wasn’t malicious it was all part of a game

 

Rita: it was like pranks and it was you know it’s not like it was fun to clean up or anything but it was literally I think nowadays people are so touchy and sensitive that it would just set off probably violence but back then it was just like all those teenagers

 

Shalom: well you guys are children of the 80s have you guys ever done that?

 

Mirthell: I never threw eggs I didn’t throw eggs

 

Rita: not for that I’ve gone to a house to TP like I went to sleep over things like that

 

Mirthell: and back then it was huge like they put razor blades inside of your candy and things like that so it was really

 

Rita: well that’s different but yeah that’s definitely a part of the fear 

 

Mirthell: but it was all that’s fear around Halloween like avoiding Halloween at all costs because you know it’s bad in every single way in every single way it’s bad and it avoids it and that was like the sort of like that was the response that was the fear response to Halloween it was like just completely avoid it turn off your lights get through this day and you know with by any means possible

 

Shasha: sorry were they actually like it was purge day?

 

Sinead: Purge day? no no, The Purge.

 

Mirthell: well I don’t know it’s just that like I said 

 

Rita: I think so

 

Mirthell: we were really conservative traditional we’re very conservative traditional so it was like it was not just avoiding TPing and all this stuff but it was just avoiding the whole day because it was dark it was evil and there they decided to turn off the lights and avoid it and I think we do things differently I think that we turn on our lights and we engage the community we engage our fans we engage um people and we’re more and more about hey how can we use this day to spread light 

 

Rita: well I think for me as growing up my family, we did it differently we were also Christian family um so and I went to a Christian elementary and high school but when I was in elementary school especially we’d have at the same day of Halloween but it was not a Halloween party I want you to know it was not a Halloween party 

 

Mirthell: they wanted you to know that. 

 

Rita: it was a fall party, okay so don’t get it twisted just cause you guys just because we were allowed to dress in costumes on Halloween night and there was lots of candy there and there was bobbing for apples pre-covered um event and there were a whole bunch of likes yo know spooky things but not spooky because you couldn’t be a skeleton you couldn’t be anything like evil

 

Mirthell: So, what could you be?

 

Rita: you could be like any characters angel you didn’t have to be spiritual things or biblical things but you just couldn’t be anything like witches no mummies nothing ghoulish no skeletons nothing like that but let’s just make sure that you guys knew it was not a Halloween party it was a fall Party

 

Shiloh: it was a Halloween party but like some rules changed

 

Mirthell: basically  if you missed the sarcasm 

 

Rita: yeah basically obviously Shiloh that’s what it was but for those who don’t get it I’m glad you said that 

 

Mirthell: right but then you know as we did it I think I think when we were younger when you guys were much younger I think we didn’t get into Halloween no we had candy and things like that we gave you guys candy but we didn’t get into it I think it was at this one year where we had a friend and she started to do this thing called hallelujah night and on this time like it would be sort of like your fall party where it’s sort of like they would dress up like angels and they would dress up like Bible characters and they would dress up you know in these positive things and then they would um and then they would give candy and they would do like different things like that and that year I remember that was one of our first years that we kind of embraced the day as something that we could do something positive I remember we gave candy out to the community and we began to engage the community and um and then you guys what was the theme again.

 

Sinead: the theme oh are you talking about

 

Mirthell: hallelujah night that that that year that 

 

Sinead: we did that we did hallelujah night um we were like early teenage years like 2015 or something and it was a medieval theme it was kind of like not just medieval-themed it was um you know that this is the time period where they were going 

 

Rita: like the middle ages

 

Sinead: yeah middle ages right that’s what I meant 

 

Mirthell: right middle ages 

 

Sinead: yeah right so we dressing up as people like uh Martin Luther um and asked I don’t know who that like the queen Elizabeth the first right stuff like that

 

Mirthell: and then you guys like did like the art of that error and all the food

 

Rita: and food and stuff like that so we’ve been creative we tried to do different things but I will say that um I don’t think that we’ve taken an approach where it’s like oh if we did turn off the lights it wasn’t because of how like you were raised per se it literally could have been also because like do we have any candy oh we’re tired.

 

Mirthell: yeah we didn’t have candy this year right

 

Rita: I’m tired 

 

Sinead: I don’t feel like dealing with this every day, all night

 

Rita: exactly 

 

Shiloh: it was just laziness guys 

 

Rita: yeah sometimes it was just laziness I mean because a lot of times you know I’d be working yeah you know be like working until like you know almost midnight so it was like yeah this is when I was you know working as a nurse so I was just like I’m done I was tired but I think that our approach now it’s just it varies you know we’ll give out candy.

 

Mirthell: right

 

Shiloh: yeah yeah things I mean 

 

Rita: yeah so 

 

Mirthell: it’s really a fun time to engage a community get to know our neighbors

 

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Rita: now our tradition though is to watch a scary movie together 

 

Mirthell: yes yes

 

Rita: that is really really fun 

 

Mirthell: so what is it like what are some of our favorite like shows even kid shows or like back

when you’re a kid some of your favorites scary shows or even now like what are some of your most your favorite

 

Shiloh: I mean it doesn’t really fit the Halloween aspect well it does but like okay kind of like harry potter in a way but like

 

Sinead: oh hey harry potter is a good one

 

Shiloh: it’s not like Halloween-ish I mean like it’s it is like magic and everything but like 

 

Sinead: no I think that’s a good one I like Harry Potter

 

Shiloh: yeah yeah yeah it’s a very good very cool series 

 

Mirthell: what do you guys like about that series 

 

Shiloh: um I really love how like every single movie he grows older so we like to explore his

how he acts each age and plus like the adventures that happen so yeah adventures

 

Rita: I think my favorite part of that movie was the wall with the talking portraits they were funny 

 

Shiloh: yes definitely I love that one I don’t think I watched that did I watch it?

 

Sinead: I feel like that you probably

 

Mirthell: I might have been sleeping 

 

Sinead: you know you probably fell asleep and you were like I’m done 

 

Shalom: you know you know what’s funny about this in the week prior we watched as we had like a harry potter marathon we watched twilight and you were there the whole time

 

Mirthell: I actually liked the highlight I like the story theme of twilight 

 

Shasha: are you serious?

 

Mirthell: no the star you know I like I love a good love story kind of thing 

 

Shalom: well I know that’s twilight well twilight is my favorite Halloween um sort of movie the franchise you know vampires and everything like that and werewolves so

 

Shasha: that’s true, It’s a Halloween movie.

 

Sinead: I guess you could say that

 

Rita: I didn’t even think about it like that 

 

Mirthell: see the reason why I liked it and like I said I like a good love story so I mean I just forget the fact that someone’s like sucking a person’s neck with blood like that’s that that is like the make-believe stuff I could do without 

 

Shiloh: They didn’t even do that

 

Mirthell: well I’m just saying like I don’t know I don’t know but I’m just saying but I like stories like love stories and things like that and couching love stories in a creative theme I love that.

 

Shasha: that’s crazy I really did not know that you watched twilight.

 

Sinead: yeah yeah 

 

Shiloh: I did as well

 

Shasha: I was expecting to say that you didn’t know that movie 

 

Mirthell: no no I remember that

 

Sinead: like he usually does

 

Shalom: what about you Sinead and Shasha?

 

Shasha: oh man when it was my favorite Halloween movie or what? 

 

Shiloh: scary movie 

 

Sinead: or scary movie 

 

Mirthell: scary show 

 

Sinead: something that you would like to watch 

 

Shasha: not a movie I loved when we watched stranger things 2, season two

 

Rita: Stranger things is Shasha’s faves 

 

Shasha: when we remember when we watched actually season two during Halloween actually we were filming our act for our Halloween movie and we watched it after our Halloween movie

 

Rita and Sinead: oh yeah

 

Rita: yeah that was funny 

 

Mirthell: you guys even went to the stranger things?

 

Rita: stranger con

 

Shasha: this was years ago

 

Sinead: no we were saying that we went to stranger con as well like you met some of the casts 

 

Shasha: right yeah that Halloween was really that was a good Halloween that one.

 

Sinead: that one’s a good one um I would say that my favorite this one’s more like a cartoon I really liked gravity falls watching gravity falls 

 

Shiloh: oh yeah yeah yeah

 

Mirthell: I don’t know bout that one, what is that about?

 

Sinead: it’s about two kids and they go to this mysterious town and there’s like a secret in the town and there’s like a missing person’s case and everything like that but it’s like a kid’s cartoon but it’s really good I don’t know I like

 

Shasha: spooky

 

Mirthell: it’s hard for me to keep up with a lot of the new shows 

 

Sinead: well it’s not even new it’s actually pretty it is 

 

Mirthell: um see for me it would be scooby-doo that sees that’s how far back I go 

 

Shiloh: we like the newer scooby-doo mystery incorporated 

 

Mirthell: oh really?

 

Shiloh: yeah

 

Sinead: Mystery incorporated?

 

Shiloh: yeah mystery incorporated

 

Mirthell: I loved all the Scooby-Doo I just love the characters and how shaggy and scooby are silly and then and then, of course, it never actually is a ghost or it’s never actually.

 

Sinead: it is like

 

Rita: so my favorite ones I would say mine are more throwbacks like I would say scream when it first came out was one um nowadays I don’t know I just feel like it’s just weird to me I know that I don’t know that one is I don’t really like violent stuff 

 

Mirthell: yeah that was a little violent

 

Rita: I didn’t really like that I used to like that franchise um I’ll tell you which ones I regret watching why I regret watching a nightmare on elm street when I was a kid I regret that  it was to me I felt like um the 80s Halloween stuff including Friday the 13th Halloween series texas chainsaw massacre nightmare on elm street they were all so gory 

 

Mirthell: right and I just don’t like the killing like I didn’t like that why do we have to glorify all that killing so it’s just like I don’t know I just do I like the horror films that are more like m night Shyamalan where

 

Rita: yes I like his stuff

 

Mirthell: his stuff is very meaningful there’s always some positive message behind it a message.

 

Rita: the village

 

Mirthell:  the village things like that it’s scary but then when it all comes together there’s a deeper meaning

 

Shiloh: what about IT? like IT the movie

 

Rita: I never watched that

 

Sinead: what?

 

Shiloh: you watched it before

 

Rita: did I?

 

Sinead: yeah 

 

Shiloh: she did 

 

Sinead: you watched it no what happened

 

Shasha: It might be the new one.

 

Sinead: no no not IT 2 you didn’t watch IT 2 no 

 

Shiloh: no you watched the new one.

 

Sinead: but you watched IT with Shasha.

 

Shasha: no I mean the old one the old IT

 

Sinead: oh the old IT

 

Rita: First of all, I never saw the old one I never saw the old or the new one 

 

Sinead: you saw the new one

 

Shiloh: You saw the new one, You saw the new one.

 

Shasha: You saw the new one, Okay listen up  they were going to they were applying to college, and one day that they were out there there was like this practice 

 

Rita: oh yeah I did see it 

 

Shasha: okay let’s watch IT together since they’re in our home and we watched IT 

 

Rita: oh

 

Shasha: I’m talking I have a good memory 

 

Shiloh: I was downstairs

 

Rita: You know what Im thinking of?  It was “IT 2”. We decided not to watch IT 2 

 

Mirthell: did we actually go to the movies to watch that?

 

Sinead: we did and then we were like it was too much

 

Shiloh: I didn’t see a few minutes 

 

Sinead: we were like it’s too much for us 

 

Shiloh: I didn’t see it I was so scared but I already know y’all I was just scared I could have watched it with no problems.

 

Mirthell: it’s not scary

 

Rita: it’s not scary it’s like we didn’t want to point we didn’t like the gore

 

Mirthell: right we a lot of times we’ll walk out like I remember even when we were dating I remember we would walk out of films because we’re just like we don’t like the messages we were dating Saw, the Saw Series started right and I remember we saw like the first one and we were like oh this is too violent

 

Shiloh: y’all say that but y’all love zombie movies 

 

Rita: I stopped watching zombie movies

 

Mirthell:  Zombie Movies I know that mommy used to love um Zombie

 

Rita: I used to love walking dead 

 

Sinead: yes you stopped watching walking dead

 

Rita: I haven’t watched it in a few years.

 

Mirthell: so, first of all, let’s just talk about it on many levels because on a creative level a lot of the reasons why sometimes these shows do so well and sometimes we wouldn’t even want to watch it it’s because creatively they’re really good like cinema cinematic they’re really good they have great storylines all that kind of stuff so you’ve got to give them the credit for credit is due 

 

Sinead: That’s the thing we like to appreciate even if it does have some violence and stuff if it’s a really good story or there’s great symmetry we love the art of it but if it’s something where we feel like that man there’s just they just throw it right make it entertaining

 

Mirthell: That’s just my thought.

 

Shiloh: I think it’s the repetitiveness like of

the going everything 

 

Sinead: the repetitiveness but also if there’s no other meat to the meal you know what I mean

 

Rita: yeah, for example, I like war movies I like um 

 

Sinead: but they’re always violent because you know 

 

Rita: exactly 

 

Sinead: but there’s always a story and there’s a purpose to it

 

Mirthell:  there you go, there you go exactly 

 

Rita: no when I stopped watching the walking dead there was an episode and this zombie um he was like you said it they had impaled it they had shot it they started kicking the head they started stomping on the head they started doing all this stuff and I was just like I can’t take this because the thing is you’re supposed to start making connections between these zombies and people who were like family right you know and so I just couldn’t take it but I mean that’s just us though and that everybody has their limits 

 

Mirthell: sure exactly

 

Shasha: like you know remember uh the dog one where that woman was hiding in the car from a violent dog

 

Rita: Cujo

 

Mirthell: Cujo oh my goodness that was intense that was intense

 

Shasha: I forgot was it gory

 

Shiloh: it was yes it was yes it was it was

 

Mirthell:  it was intense it was a dog but it’s explainable because that’s what dogs are rabid dogs 

 

Shiloh: well no no no because um you got bitten by a bat that’s why

 

Mirthell: right right 

 

Rita: but I think Shiloh the point that we’re saying is not first of all what we do is what we do well we’re comfortable in what we’re comfortable with I am not telling the audience so this is how you must be

 

Mirthell: yeah, no no no not at all 

 

Rita: but also my level is not going to be someone else’s level my compromise is not going to be someone else’s my compromise is not even what daddy’s

 

Mirthell: I know and look how many times I may watch something and you’re like ah I’m not really into that and I will be like I’m not interested 

 

Rita: so guys since we’re talking about the horror we gotta talk about squid games

 

Shalom: it is 

 

Shiloh: sorry I’m sorry I kind of like squid games like

 

Sinead: no, I do too like that’s I always watch the first Episode

 

Mirthell: it sounds like Spongebob um squid Squidward or something like that like 

 

Shasha: no it’s called squid game it’s like okay think about it like hunger games basically where it’s like a k drama like hungry pity against games like a tournament 

 

Shiloh: yes

 

Shalom: it’s kind of money 

 

Shiloh: yeah toy money basically I think every time someone dies um money is earned yes and every time like you survive like a game it’s like the money keeps on adding up as much people 

 

Sinead: And the thing is if they don’t want to play the game then the money is going to go to the families of those that die so basically it’s almost like they still won the money that even the people that are dead they still want the money because it’s gonna go to their families they’re gonna get billions of dollars or well well no I looked up how much it was a billion one is like only a couple like maybe twenty it’s something 

 

Shiloh: it’s like 30 million 

 

Sinead: no no it’s only like a couple thousand a couple thousand

 

Shasha: is that Korean currency?

 

Sinead: Korean Currency is one yes 

 

Rita: well I will say this that I did see the first episode because everyone was talking about it I said okay let me look at the first episode um first of all I love k drama movies 

 

Sinead: yeah Korean movies

 

Rita: I loved Parasites

 

Mirthell: Korean movies are really popular

 

Shalom: Parasites

 

Shasha: I just watched parasites the other day I was like I didn’t watch it 

 

Rita: and see and this is why

 

Sinead: did you like it?

 

Shasha: I loved it it was great it was

 

Rita: okay this is why anybody watching will be like she is Rita is a hypocrite because I’m telling you because parasite had a violent um scene um trained to Busan which I really like that one was violent what was the other one remember the other one we saw and there was like an underwater creature I can’t remember what it was called but the thing is I can watch movies with violence it’s just I don’t know it has to there has to be more to the story and a lot of times like there was a lot more and people say well So does walking dead. I get it, but if you watched walking dead for years and years I just started to after a while say okay I can’t do this like for several seasons over and over.

 

Shiloh: it’s like um playing like since Mortal Kombat since the beginning like if you played one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven you get tired of the girl 

 

Rita: right right so basically saying you gotta vary the violence for me or something 

 

Shalom: Yeah well basically like there’s been articles have been written about how violent

the first episode of squid games was and you know 

 

Sinead: they’re saying the other ones are not as violent?

 

Shalom: no they’re just saying that the audience when they watched it you know when you’re promoting something you’re always gonna you know say like the negatives of you know what it was so yeah it was violent at the end um at the end of the episode but I think that if you watch the whole series there’s like a point to it where it’s definitely talking about um greed capitalism and just you know there’s like a purpose towards you know what you know it’s talking about like the whole series 

 

Sinead: well that’s what I find a lot with a lot of the Korean movies and stuff because even when we were watching parasite there was a message trying to Busan there was a

message because we, I remember I can’t remember what the message was but I just remember being like wow this is a really good movie and then there’s another one we watched where they were in a cave something like that I can’t remember what it was called 

 

Shasha: that was a good one 

 

Rita: yeah I can’t remember what that one was called

 

Sinead: I can’t remember what it was called.

 

Shalom: that was good 

 

Shiloh: it’s not a horror one though 

 

Sinead: it’s not a horror movie but I’m just saying that I find that a lot of Korean uh movies


Shalom: there’s a purpose

 

Sinead: there’s a purpose or there’s a message 

 

Rita: Shasha you were gonna say something to me what was it?

 

Shasha: no um no I was saying that yeah there were there was even though it was a very um two games were very gory there was a message of basically um money is not everything like spoil alert during this

 

Sinead: I don’t want to be spoiled for watching it 

 

Shasha: well I’m just saying that basically, it gets even more and more greedy as you can see the characters get more and more greedy one of the scenes where one of the old men had uh what was called an Alzheimer’s? Alzheimer’s so they were so you know they were all buddy buddies and stuff but once they got so greedy he started using the Alzheimer’s against him in it so it’s just like the overall message is you don’t um it’s not worth sacrificing everything for money I was like wow

 

Shiloh: yeah 

 

Rita: it’s called the host that’s what we saw 

 

Shalom: The host

 

Mirthell:  did I see that one too?

 

Rita: no 

 

Mirthell: oh okay

 

Shasha: their jams are another level 

 

Rita: I don’t know I just,

 

Sinead: I think these are types of conversation that people need to have like it’s going to sound hypocritical sometimes but everybody has a limit for everything

 

Rita: everybody has a limit 

 

Mirthell: right that’s true 

 

Sinead: it’s for gore whether it’s foreign everybody has their personal opinion on it and that’s why we’re not necessarily telling anybody what to do this is what we do

 

Mirthell: you know from our family perspective

 

Shasha: some people even think Onyx kids get too scary 

 

Rita: oh my goodness let’s get into that

 

Mirthell: That’s true,  let’s get into that let’s get into Onyx 

 

Sinead: some people actually, be like I don’t let my kids watch onyx because it just it scares them too much 

 

Mirthell: especially our early stuff

 

Sinead: our early stuff 

 

Shasha: oh I have to say our early stuff was really good

 

Shalom: it was good I was so proud I was so proud 

 

Sinead: of parents when you compare our stuff though to something like it, it’s just scary mediocre.

 

Rita: it’s unbelievable to me that people thought that was scary like okay so like one of the first ones that blew up was the Santa and you were in a black morph suit in a Santa in a blow-up Santa costume and the way that it was filmed there was like some thrilling aspects of it there was like some maybe jump scares but I would not call it horror I would not call it 

 

Sinead: no 

 

Shiloh: no wait wait wait I wouldn’t call either but I do remember some episodes had me and Shasha as skeletons like 

 

Sinead: no, but that’s not like scary scary 

 

Mirthell: but if we stop and think about it who were the parents that were saying it more than likely it was younger children see we were making it for older kids we weren’t really making it for young kids

 

Sinead: That’s right, we were making 

 

Mirthell: so young kids it would be scary

 

Sinead: maybe

 

Shasha: but like when I was little I mean I feel like I would have gotten scared of this like

 

Shiloh: yes 

 

Sinead: right but our content was definitely not made for four years

 

Rita: that’s true, but there was one that was scary that you guys did and I had to tell you guys to tone it down remember?

 

Sinead and Shalom: I remember

 

Shasha: it was the gorilla one 

 

Rita: yes 

 

Mirthell: oh the gorilla one?

 

Rita: with the jack in the box

 

Mirthell: yeah

 

Shasha: basically there was a jack in the box and whenever you didn’t do it at the end, A gorilla will appear in front of you and scream

 

[Laughter]

 

Sinead: It will make the gorilla scary, I don’t even know-how.

 

Mirthell: no-no but a gorilla because the gorilla costume really looked like a real-life gorilla

 

Shiloh: it was freakish 

 

Mirthell: It looks like bigfoot 

 

Rita: yeah there was this scene you guys edited though and the gorilla thing where it was so creepy because it was just the gorilla quietly just doing the jack in the box and then it was like getting closer and closer and it was just like I was like Uh uh this one is gonna scare kids I got scared

 

Mirthell: I feel like I want to make a retake of that one for our older audience because that one was good 

 

Shalom: Okay that video too I remember this father saying that he couldn’t he wouldn’t allow his daughter or he said his daughter was scared of this bunny video that we did and I was like how is that scary

 

Shiloh: no no okay okay um what was the bunny video the easter bunny we took it to our house and we fed it stuff but then it went okay

 

Rita: trying to eat that 

 

Shiloh: yeah yes it was trying to eat us so it was a giant one we hid in our closet and then we’re like Shasha did you hear that he looked behind us the easter bunny was right there and we ran out 

 

Shalom: when you explain it like that it sounds scary but when you watch it, I promise you

 

Sinead: watch it doesn’t seem that

 

Shalom: it’s common

 

Rita: oh yeah remember guys do you remember the skeleton one where it went viral

overnight like you got like I don’t know 15 or 18 million like overnight right yeah that was like the first time anything we did got that much right that many views in that sort of amount of time

 

Mirthell: Was that the one that was in our Backyard? Where did we have the cemetery?

 

Sinead: no not even though

 

Mirthell: oh okay

 

Sinead: no and the thing is that one and also whenever we did a mannequin one mannequin we ended up I don’t know how we ended up making we started making the mannequins kind of scary slash comical 

 

Mirthell: yeah right right right, Our stuff has always been comedy slash horror

 

Shiloh: It was skeleton slash shadow slash  mannequin

 

Mirthell: right 

 

Shiloh: and maybe the bubble if you include that in like maybe 

 

Mirthell: the bubble 

 

Rita: but I just feel like I can’t really understand how people think our stuff was scary but I will say this that it just shows it goes to show you that that’s why you can’t say your level of scary should be the way everybody’s like you know right because like, for example, like I will watch like Jordan peel stuff now you know and I’ll be like whoa that’s a different type of horror

 

Sinead: yeah different type 

 

Rita: you know so all these things have different are different types we have ours which is like comedy horror kids we have things that are now more racial with other things people things that have to do with just like you know like um I would say like what do you call it like retro stuff like stranger things like everything is just it has its own flavor and so that’s why around this time of the season I actually do like it because you know you I know no matter what people like to say we do kind of like that thrilling kind of scary 

 

Sinead: yeah that feels scary

 

Mirthell: right right right right

 

Rita: we do enjoy it but I guess there’s a limit to how much you expose yourself I guess to these things um and how you live your life around these things I feel like you know going in like our tradition of watching a scary movie I feel like you know if we were doing that every week

not that there’s anything wrong with it for me, I could not do that

 

Mirthell: right yeah I just gravitate like I said I like to gravitate to if there’s gonna be scary horror or gratuitousness because scary is one thing scary can be very light-hearted like how we did scarily but if it’s gonna be somewhat gratuitous where it’s going to be because I don’t support killing you know I don’t think killing is something I think the vast majority of people on this planet don’t support just gratuitous killing just for entertainment and if it’s killing for entertainment I just don’t support that I just don’t just personally just me myself and laugh at it and things like that i 

 

Rita: but the critics will say to you that nothing is just for no reason, they will always say that this is their like

 

Mirthell: exactly but that that’s what I’m saying and that’s what I said it’s for 

 

Rita: You just have to give your reasoning that you’re uncomfortable.

 

Mirthell: my reason is not for laughter killing someone for laughter that’s what I’m saying I don’t just for entertainment value but killing within the context of telling a story about war or right or killing in the context of telling a story about the crazy psyche of a murderer and getting into the mind of a murderer you know you know those are things that I could say okay I’m learning something from that but for me I just the entertainment value of I’m laughing because it’s f it’s not funny to me like a lot of these things it’s just like what other people find funny I just personally don’t find it funny and to each my own I just personally don’t find I entertaining

 

Shiloh: yeah in my opinion I don’t have that much of a problem with horror movies are the one that gets me the most are horror games I cannot play that for any reason, I will chicken out every single time someone tells me to play a horror game because I can not do it for you don’t seem to play horror games on planets at all because there’s a reason to that I cannot do it 

 

Shalom: I think that’s another I think it’s really different because it’s like you’re the player is the one that’s killing and so I feel like that has a lot of 

 

Sinead: no no you’re being hunted

 

Shalom: what?

 

Mirthell: oh okay 

 

Rita: I’ve never played a horror game 

 

Mirthell: yeah I don’t play that either. 

 

Shiloh: that is the scariest thing ever Sinead I have games right on my computer that are horror games and I never even open them because I buy them like do I actually want to play this no like I’m so serious

 

Shalom: well I definitely see that you have your limits yes yes

 

[Music]

 

Mirthell: let’s transition to our cartoon that we have onyx monster mystery would you guys consider that scary you know?

 

Shalom: no it’s so silly 

 

Shiloh: no no no no it’s like scooby-doo like you said um it’s not actually it is a monster but like it’s friendly it’s not out there for like killing or anything it’s just kind of you know scared like

 

Rita: it’s the fun aspects of this type of season 

 

Sinead: yeah fun aspect of the spooky season. 

 

Mirthell: so maybe you want to share with the audience what it is about for those that don’t know what Onyx monster mystery is what’s the overall premise

 

Rita: right onyx monster mysteries is our  cartoon where it features our family, we do all the voice-over work um Shalom has written a few episodes Sinead wrote every single song in every single episode plus the theme song now what we did was we um we created this series to kind of show how a family works together and what we do is we rescue monsters so what happens is we get an alert that monsters are scaring humans in some sort of way and we go there before they’re hunted and brought down we go there and we bring them to our island and on our island atlas island we have um a haven for them so on that island we share with a bunch of different monsters and they have to learn to get along and have fun and and it’s just a really fun movie where we, i mean show where we talk about togetherness we talk about sometimes facing our fears sometimes just family issues working together like it’s just really it’s a really fun um light-hearted take on the spooky season but it has some really one of the things I think we’re the proudest of really is the music is really really good it’s fun those are the types of things that can you can hear probably for generations

 

Sinead: because when we were younger and when we watched different cartoons some of the things we always remember is songs if songs were in a cartoon right we’ll always remember it things like Phineas literally you will remember the songs from every Phineas verb episode like

 

Shalom: literally songs make a cartoon right like literally they make a show 

 

Mirthell: I feel like it’s um jetson meets scooby-doo sort of yeah but the jetsons is like the

family working together on missions scooby-doo it’s never what you think it was the monster is really not 

 

Rita: well the Jetsons didn’t work together on missions I would say the jetsons the reason why ours is jetsons meets that is that scooby-doo is because it’s very futuristic like we’re using gadgets, yeah yeah we are up to our outfits or something that you probably see on the jetsons things like that 

 

Mirthell: and what I like is that it some of the messages that you can gain from it is not only just family how families work together teamwork and things like that facing your fears but one of them is also how we oftentimes can misunderstand others that we don’t know because a lot of the monsters, they’re not really much like you know when you what we don’t want to give any spoilers but when you meet the monsters when the average person in the world sees the monsters they’re scared of it but once we meet them we find out the reality behind

story right who this monster really is and it’s always comical and it’s always interesting to find out who the bigfoot really is or who sasquatch really is

 

Rita: yeah yeah it’s really good it’s really it’s a really fun one I think you’re going to enjoy it 

 

Sinead: We’re really proud of it and yes we hope you guys enjoy watching it

 

Shasha: it’s a perfect Halloween cartoon

 

Rita: right so well if you guys want to watch onyx monster mysteries you can catch it on several different platforms um it’s on amazon kids plus it’s on amazon prime uh season one is on youtube and guys it’s going to be on a ton of other platforms that we will be announcing soon yes and um and also season and we will give you a sneak peek of season two as well because that one um you know is continuing more of the fun so guys it’s a really really great thing to watch even together as a family let us know what you all think yeah 

 

Mirthell: right yeah so talking about you know some of the themes that are in Onyx Monster

Mysteries like family and facing your fears

 

[Music]

 

Mirthell: I thought it would be nice to kind of share you know what are some of our fears and how we have faced our fears

 

Rita: well I’ll start with mine so when I was younger  I don’t know at what point I became afraid of dogs but there was a point where somehow I was scared of dogs I would always do though the way I would cope was I would run

 

Mirthell: not a good idea 

 

Rita: I was a lot skinnier a lot faster okay so that was really fast as soon as someone brought

around a dog that was off-leash and I felt like it was coming towards me I was out of there and of course, that dog is like yay she’s playing so I was chased so many times I cannot tell you it’s I cannot count how many times I was chased by a dog and it got so bad okay I’m gonna admit this it’s gonna embarrass them but I’m gonna admit this, guys I would pee my pants all the time as I’m running I was so afraid 

 

Sinead: not embarrassing me but kind of

 

Mirthell: it might be embarrassing for you

 

Rita: I don’t do it anymore, it’s not like I do but the point is though I was so scared that it was just like I was it was I was like terrified so the neighborhood kids that I was friends with got a kick out of it, they would be crying I would be crying but I’d be crying from fear they would be crying from laughter 

 

Mirthell: oh my goodness 

 

Rita: and so what they would do is every now and then I’m laughing now but back then I’ll be so mad um sometimes just a dog would come around maybe someone I don’t know maybe walked out of its yard and whatever they would be like let’s go to Rita’s so they’d be like Rita, you want to come and play and I would be like oh sure 

 

Mirthell: oh that’s cruel 

 

Rita: and at first like I wouldn’t know and then all of a sudden, there’d be a dog be like

hey we found this dog and then I’d be like oh and then you know I would start backing up a bit and then that dog would say as the dog would sense your energy you know now I know like dogs they can sense your energy so then it would start coming towards me and then, of course, it would start finally I wised up and started saying no I can’t play you know

 

Mirthell: right I’d be scared of my friends too 

 

Rita: when there was like a group of people there and they’d be like Rita I want to come and play and I’m like no because I know I know what y’all want to do but that fear really it just plagued me I was feeling like okay this is just plaguing me like every single area of my life and I and now guys I love dogs and it’s because I decided to face my fear so what I did was um I actually bought two dogs years ago two dogs that I knew were going to grow very big and they were black and they were called shady and shadowed you all remember them some photos of them um and I was like well, first of all, that’s a whole another podcast because we were supposed to train these dogs and that didn’t work out but they were really really really great dogs and they helped me get over the fear I started becoming desensitized to growling or barking or the jumping or whatever and I realized that wow I could have done this years ago and I would not have had as many issues with dogs

 

Mirthell: wow 

 

Rita: So the way I faced it was I bought the dogs and of course now we have Sug um and Sug is just he’s just the most precious dog in the world 

 

Mirthell: so facing your fears sometimes you have to face it and just come up with a strategy anybody else?

 

Shasha: okay so I have a fear of elevators and I have to say I did face my fear for one period of my life so we were living in a condo and we were living on what floor again

 

Sinead: 23rd very important

 

Shasha: 23rd floor I remember we first visited there I was like okay so we went up on the elevator and it only wasn’t until we left the elevator I realized how high we were like I was like we’re living here?

 

Mirthell: Shasha to be honest with you I never thought that you would ever get into an elevator like that

 

Shasha: I never thought either and we lived there for a long time 

 

Rita: but not only that you didn’t just like tough it out you literally got used to it

 

Shasha: right down to get the mail exactly it doesn’t help with

 

Rita: right became a normal part of your life

 

Shasha: I mean I even never wrote it alone that’s one thing I’ve never been in an elevator alone

 

Sinead: the only reason why you didn’t write it alone 

 

Mirthell: because you’re young 

 

Sinead: reasons we just wanted to all stay together right as like just you know because you were like what uh 12?

 

Mirthell: right we didn’t want to put you down in the elevator we had other things that were scarier than the elevator itself right having you alone 

 

Sinead: right so that’s the only reason why you wouldn’t ride it alone because I feel like that if it was if you were now you would probably ride it maybe

 

Shasha: no, no I still wouldn’t

 

Shiloh: yeah remember till this day you’ve only ridden our elevator once 

 

Shasha: once

 

Rita: and that was because

 

Mirthell: we asked you to do it

 

Rita: and I apologize 

 

Shasha: no everything is so I need to okay I need to face my fears okay I can’t just ignore it because what if I broke my leg and I need to use it I need to face my fear 

 

Shiloh: Shasha okay after this go ride it down now

 

Shasha: no, um the 15th birthday I rode in the elevator once and it was it was great again 

 

Mirthell: so okay so whoa okay okay so what is your actual fear about the elevator exactly?

 

Shasha: I don’t like that I can’t control it

 

Mirthell: and you just don’t like the feeling inside right?

 

Shasha: yeah I just can’t control it

 

Mirthell: right but there’s nothing that actually happens in the elevator because every time you ride it you’re fine

 

Shasha: right yeah but the thing is if see, listen to this if it was if it wasn’t enclosed like enclosed I would be fine but it’s like a robot controls it 

 

Mirthell: that’s true and another thing is that you’re fine if there’s a glass yeah so I wonder are you really scared of elevators are you not good with you’re claustrophobic because if you see a glass if you see out of it you’re fine with elevators, in fact, we go to the mall and when it’s a glass you go in 

 

Rita: see I missed I well I wasn’t alive during this time but I miss and I wish we had

elevators from the time before where there would be someone who manually did it 

 

Shasha: yes I would trust that

 

Rita: guardian door you could like it just felt like I get what you’re

saying like you have control 

 

Shasha: yeah so uh now I don’t like how you can’t get out into that thing until a robot tells you

 

[Laughter]

 

Mirthell: well one of the things I like about what you’re saying Shasha is is that fear I sometimes something that is tangible where there’s actually like a beer is in front of you you’re in a forest there’s a beer in front of you that bear can actually maul you okay that’s tangible it’s real life and it’s in real-time but a lot of fears are also like not in real-time and they’re not tangible they’re just in our head and so when you get into an elevator and it goes up and it goes down and everything is fine then that is a fear that is probably not so much real-time like a bear in front of you but it’s more like a mechanism of emotion in your mind and one of the reasons why it’s really good when you have a fear if your family has a fear to talk about it the way we’re talking about it is because as we talk we’re letting the fear out sometimes if we just keep our thoughts in and we don’t talk it out and to see to kind of reason it out we can maintain that fear because we’re we’re keeping that thought in our mind even though there’s not it’s not substantive and so talking about it actually lets the fear out but talking about in a way that is understanding so not like if we if you were talking about your fear and we were like that’s so silly Shasha just go in the elevator okay that’s not a really great way to address fears it’s like get it out we can talk about it is one good step

 

Sinead: Shalom isn’t yours similar to Shasha’s?

 

Shalom: yeah 

 

Sinead: or is it similar to moms I don’t know which one you’re going with 

 

Shalom: no no I’m gonna go similar to Shasha’s so I’m very scared of escalators I’m terrified actually and maybe this coincides with me being afraid of heights but I don’t know I just don’t personally like escalators I’ve been scared of it since I was little and there were some times and a few events where I’m like okay I’m just not going down look here’s the thing 

 

Mirthell: is it down and up or is it just?

 

Shalom: It used to be up I’ve got over the up part the down part is where it’s scary 

 

Shiloh: no you’re not gonna hold that part 

 

Shalom: yes I have

 

Shiloh: You have not

 

Shasha: How come you’re scared not scared with up and not down 

 

Shalom: well we’re going up it’s like you can’t look behind you but when you go down it’s just it’s scary yeah 

 

Mirthell: You think that you’re gonna fall down the stairs or something 

 

Shalom: ah yeah but you know what it’s it’s not it’s like it’s not even the during it’s actually the beginning of it

 

Sinead: it’s like when you step stepping on it

 

Mirthell: so it is so so what I find that happens to you Shalom is that you’re trying to coordinate your hand and your feet at the same time to get on there but your back feet oftentimes stay 

 

Rita: guys if we can show you footage of Shalom getting on an escalator it’s hilarious 

 

Sinead: no not like a hold on hold on the can and you know the escalator is going forward she’ll be like this all the way down until she falls forward so I’m not falling forward but you know what I mean

 

Mirthell: right and it’s a real fear though it’s a real

 

Sinead: yeah in universal studios when we have to go down I’m not gonna lie universal studios explainers are a different story they are tall

 

Rita: the one in LA

 

Shiloh: yeah everyone was scared except for me of course but like everyone was scared it’s exciting 

 

Rita: I wasn’t scared

 

Shiloh: yes you were

 

Rita: No I was not

 

Mirthell: I’m not scared of escalators

 

Sinead: No I’m not it was kind of just like 

 

Shiloh: oh yeah but um also Shalom in California when you and they were at that mall you were afraid of going up so 

 

Shalom: no I wasn’t going down I wasn’t afraid of going up because I didn’t know I had to go back down.

 

Mirthell: yeah going up I can see what you’re saying because going up you kick

you can’t fall forward because it will just be 

 

Shiloh: right here but the stairs were on the left side and the escalator was on the right side you went to the left side and that was a month ago.

 

Rita: That’s true!

 

Mirthell: where was that?

 

Rita: we were in L.A when we were filming for onyx family dinner 

 

Mirthell: oh yeah 

 

Rita: and you guys there was some store or something in that outdoor wall

 

Mirthell: I was thinking about the escalator when we went and to lion king or something like that.

 

Sinead: yeah I remember that 

 

Shiloh: oh 

 

Sinead: yeah yeah yeah that one 

 

Rita: which one was that one?

 

Sinead: in New York broadway 

 

Mirthell: that was at the New York broadway escalator

 

Rita: oh that escalator that wasn’t that big 

 

Shalom: it wasn’t but I was so scared because 

 

Rita: that’s true you did avoid that one you climbed up the stairs there 

 

Shalom: yeah I did I know I climbed down no I went up but we’re going down Shasha like Shasha I was holding you

 

Rita: Shalom, when you go up it’s because I force you

 

Shalom: because I know I had to go down and I was just really scared like we had to we had this whole commotion where Shasha was dragging me to the escalator and the crowd was like coming out and they were like what is going on 

 

Mirthell: right so there’s uh so that’s another thing when you’re dealing with fears as a family it can be frustrating to deal with people’s fears and so Shasha started dragging 

 

Shasha: So I don’t wanna go on the elevator, Shalom don’t wanna go to the escalator

 

Mirthell: right 

 

Sinead: exactly like why are people afraid of elevators and escalators?

 

Mirthell: it’s good to encourage as a family when you’re working together with fears it’s good to encourage one another and to be patient you really have to be patient with one another because if we drag it’s not the best idea to drag or force each other to face their fears fake when facing fears it really has to be something that that person comes to determine that this is good for me and so the best way to do that is if you’re working together as a family is to find ways to encourage that person to see that it’s important that they face their fears as opposed to you forcing them to face their fears.

 

Shiloh: so what are you scared of?

 

Sinead: You go first, Shiloh.

 

Mirthell: well yeah you go first Shiloh, anything? and we haven’t heard from Sinead either 

 

Shiloh: yeah yeah you first

 

Sinead: No you go first

 

Rita: Don’t waste time  here, don’t waste time going

 

Mirthell: all right let’s go with Sinead.

 

Sinead: all right um so I have a really huge fear of needles but okay so hear me out well okay it goes even deeper than needles because I get afraid when even tacks drop on the floor

Yes yes I hate when there are tacks and people are not careful they’re dropping like oops I dropped a tack a thumbtack well looks like it’s got no no

 

Mirthell: so sharp objects?

 

Sinead: well no because I’m not really I’m like I’m not scared of knives okay I’m scared like I don’t know I’m not scared of like razors or shaving kits and stuff I’m just I don’t like maybe pointy things

 

[Laughter]

 

Sinead: Like I thought I’d be puncturing my skin like no

 

Mirthell: How about the popping balloons?

 

Sinead: I hate popping balloons

 

Mirthell: Sinead is scared of balloons

 

Rita: guys this fear is deep for her though because when you guys were um you guys had to get some shots 

 

Sinead: yes 

 

Rita: and she, and this girl she’s an adult

 

Sinead: okay yeah

 

Mirthell: yeah you’re like 19, 18?

 

Sinead: You know when you get to college and you have to get the certain shots to go to the dorms right so we had to go get those shots and I had to get my blood drawn too so it was both I could not handle it I could, first of all, I don’t even know how I handled it I was actually shaking before getting my wisdom teeth were taken out but before that anyways for the shot I was freaking out like I was good I was shaking and stuff but when I got in the chair to get the blood drawn and stuff I started bald like I literally could not hold together I was crying tears

 

Rita: I had to hold her hand and encourage her the whole time

 

Sinead: yeah

 

Rita: I literally had to be like it’s okay sweetie

 

Mirthell: but then there’s another one too there’s blood too, you’re scared of

 

Sinead: but I’m not as afraid of looking at blood like I can look at blood and be like oh that’s kind of gross nasty but 

 

Mirthell: Oh okay so it crashes

 

Sinead: but I don’t like the needle aspect of it, it’s so much just like if somehow you could just get blood without doing any of that may be like a suction thing whatever I don’t know I just like

 

Rita: so explain to them your earrings then

 

Sinead: I don’t have one, yeah I wear clip ones I don’t have pierced ears, no pierced ears for me I don’t have tattoos not because I can’t get them but because I don’t want to

 

Mirthell: the needles

 

Sinead: needles I cannot stand needles. 

 

Mirthell: There’ll be thousands of needles like

 

Sinead: exactly, the needles be just no like no

 

Mirthell: wow so how about you Shiloh do you have any fears?

 

Sinead: okay nobody’s gonna help me get out I’m not gonna say 

 

Mirthell: oh okay okay okay, how have you, no but how have you that’s true how have you gotten over here? I don’t know if you have gotten over that fear though

 

Sinead: I am not alright that’s what I’m saying

 

Shalom: what is the expectation? like what do you fear that it’s gonna do to you?

 

Sinead: what am I fearing its gonna do to me

 

Mirthell: right also storms because you’re really scared of storms

 

Rita: well I know but let’s just keep with the needles 

 

Mirthell: right right right

 

Rita: I don’t really know if there’s a way I think one of the reasons why daddy moved on, is because there’s really no way to face your fear of needles.

 

Mirthell: and that’s one of the reasons why I mentioned the storms are

Because I know that you have been scared of storms and you will look at the tracker

 

Shalom: yeah but this is the needles

 

Sinead: yeah honestly but the thing is I don’t break down and cry over that’s more like anxiety

 

Rita: this is the worse

 

Mirthell: oh okay

 

Sinead: This is like real fear. I breakdown, I cant

 

Shiloh: okay, so Im not gonna say my obvious one.

 

Sinead: what? Are you skipping me?

 

Shiloh: no

 

Mirthell: how have you addressed your fear?

 

Sinead: I haven’t just I just 

 

Shiloh: exactly 

 

Mirthell: so avoidance

 

Sinead: yes avoidance but I was like like basic things like getting clip-on earrings to avoid having to get weird stuff like that like right I will do everything to avoid it

 

Rita: I don’t really know if there is a way to get over that I feel like and the thing is you have a high pain threshold so it’s not even like it’s not even about the pain it’s not about pain but can you, I think this begs the question can you get over all fears in life maybe some things you stay afraid of

 

Mirthell: right

 

Rita: because like there’s no way to really she should not have to keep poking herself with a needle you know

 

Mirthell: no but I think that I think that when it comes to fears I think that it’s important to talk about them address them and face them like for instance like if you notice how mommy had dealt with her fears she had a plan and action plan we all had to be patient with her we’ve spoken about dogs before the same thing with planes you have a fear with planes we had to go through a certain kind of talking about it and dealing with it and then we even went to the airport one time and actually like went through everything bought the plane tickets and everything and at the very last minute we left and we didn’t go on that flight.

 

Rita: okay but I just want to say that I had flown a lot before this I had flown a lot and then I had one bad experience coming back from Europe that made me afraid and 

 

Shasha: say how it dropped down 

 

Rita: it just I heard a boom and dropped down and then I said oh planes can do this okay I don’t want to go on planes anymore so I stopped flying for like 20 years then so now we’re going to what Mirthell is saying

 

Mirthell: right but then she was able then we when we were going on vacation she started working on it she got tapes she was able to talk about it in a safe environment where she didn’t feel judged

 

Rita: right I got a coach I got a coach

 

Mirthell: she got a coach and she was able to face it and so I just wanted to share that with you 

 

Rita: and I did four flights guys almost back to back and then COVID it happened

 

Mirthell: yeah so so so just kind of share that with you um and even I remember there was another time where we, you guys were scared of storms I think we all were scared that time I think we can all collectively say when we were in Florida and there was like uh

 

Sinead: that’s more of an experience more than a fear that’s a constant fear

 

Mirthell:  yeah you know yeah but at the same time I think that storms are a constant fear for a lot of you guys

 

Rita: you guys like for example we have our home here in the south and you guys do not like being around here during tornado season

 

Mirthell: right, so that’s constant

 

Rita: for me though I don’t necessarily have those same fears.

 

Mirthell:  right and I think that one of 

 

Shasha: you don’t? tornadoes are scary

 

Rita: it’s not that I think tornadoes aren’t scary it’s just that I’m not afraid to be around here during tornado season 

 

Mirthell: so one of the reasons why I mentioned that is because there are many ways to address it talks about it being patient coming up with a plan but when it came to the

storms remember when I could honestly say that I generally am not scared of a lot of things but at that time I was a bit scared and we jumped I remember we were in Florida we jumped in the car and we’re running away from this storm and we’re driving the car and we’re like trying to like listen to where the storm could be that was a real threat probably but yet still it was a fear nevertheless and I think that and I and during that time period one of the um strategies that we did or we implemented was the prayer we all collectively realized we needed we need to pray 

 

Sinead: you know you know what one time that I know we were all scared besides the storm was when there were fires and we were all praying 

 

Shasha: Oh my Goodness

 

Rita: I wasn’t that afraid of that

 

Mirthell: but prayer is a great um tool that you can use just to know that there is somebody bigger and greater than whatever challenges that you’re facing that you can turn to and that you can ask and you just have that calming assurance um in your faith that everything is gonna be okay so I wanna also mention that because that’s another way that we can address our fears and so when you’re looking at your fears these are many ways that you can deal with it you can talk and get it out of your head you can talk with each other so that you can encourage each other and not pressure each other to force them into something um and you can and you can develop a plan and a strategy 

 

Shalom: guys dad is not the type of person to have fears some people just don’t have one 

 

Mirthell: I just don’t have a lot of fears I don’t I just don’t have a lot of fears like that 

 

Sinead: Shiloh, do you have fears?

 

Mirthell: right right right we want to get your fear in 

 

Shiloh: we’re running out of time right now

 

Mirthell: all right it would be good so I’ll be very good if you share your fears but if you don’t have any fears that’s fine because I don’t really have a lot of fear so if you don’t have a lot of fears that’s fine

 

Shiloh: I think I don’t I don’t have a lot of fear uh I think I’m oh a very constant fear is me being

alone in places and well no here’s the thing hear me out because when I’m alone in places I start hearing stuff

 

Rita: oh look like little creaturesI

 

Shiloh: yes

 

Mirthell:  so unknown sounds you know there’s a lot of people that do not like unknown sounds were you just like what was that

 

Shiloh: no 

 

Mirthell: like some people are okay with it but some people are just like ah I need to know what that is

 

Rita: I guess we all have some sort of fear that’s why 

 

Mirthell: okay so I know what fear I have what I got into an accident when I was a teenager and it was a write-off in the car and so now every time that I turn in a way that I would turn or when it rains or anything I overcompensate when I’m driving I will overcompensate on that particular bend just because I fear that I am going to repeat that accident so you guys are right I do have a fear

 

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Mirthell: our world is going through a really difficult time dark times even confusing like who’s a monster? who’s your friend? you know and uh the onyx family wants to challenge you at this time to face your fears you are full of light so be brave and face these dark times don’t let the darkness in and here’s how

 

Shasha: choose to love not to hate

 

Shiloh: be compassionate towards those in need

 

Shalom: choose to be fair in how you treat others

 

Rita: choose to be bold and courageous by standing up for what you believe is right 

 

Sinead: but don’t forget to have mercy and forgiveness in your heart 

 

Mirthell: we believe that you can be a light change the world even not so much by pointing out all those you think are monsters but ensuring that you do not become a monster towards others so that’s our podcast thanks for joining us here’s where we tell the story feed the soul make them laugh heal the heart

 

Everyone: bye

 

 

 

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